What is your favorite past time when you were 5 years old? I know I always play with my Barbie doll but then I would easily tire her and linger around adults to listen to their conversations. I don't usually understand everything but I like how the air feels when adults gather around and make their usual chatter. It somehow gives me the strength, the power, the authority to be an adult myself. I always consider myself as an adult. I even bestowed upon myself the idea and the task to be a big and responsible sister to my 2 younger siblings.
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This was also a time when I first tasted my first red wine. It was Christmas Eve and we were having a great time. It gave me the apple red color face again, I know I loved the feeling that the alcohol circulates all over my body. Heating up my skin, giving me the fiery sensation. It's really fun though being the silly kids in a drunkard state. Well it was fun while it lasted.
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Have you ever possed for a good picture? I remembered my mom putting up all the effort she can muster just to get me smile as natural as possible. She wanted to capture my best "natural" smile. She made me sit in the corner of my bed, my back at the corner wall sitting sideways with hands on my knees but the smile that I could not perfect. It took us about 30 minutes to hit the jackpot. I am a very consciuos person, yet extrovert, very outgoing and friendly but I tend to lack the "instant natural smile". (I will soon post the picture which my mom worked hard on)
